I had a very strange dream a few days ago.
I was an old man, full of regrets in life. An old man with many things I wanted to do, but my body just did not allow me to continue on. I was desperately hanging on to life not allowing myself to die. I continue on living a very old age, unable to do any of the things I wanted to do. My wife and all my friends passed on, but I was hanging there. Eventually, I decided there was nothing I could do anymore; I just did not had any energy left in me. So, I let go…
Suddenly, I was a baby, a Japanese baby boy! I was back, alive again. Must find my wife! But she died before me, she is already a young woman now. Where is she? Why was I hanging on so much in my previous life.
I speak to my new parents, but I speak only French and they only understand Japanese! However, even that is irrelevant because whenever I speak, there is only unintelligible baby talk coming out. I try to explain the situation, but they do not understand. Ok, I will wait a little, when I will grow up, I will speak Japanese and I could explain it to them.
But, as I grow up, I gradually loose memory of my previous life. I am looking for my wife, but I do not remember her name and her face. It saddens me. Eventually, I do speak Japanese but I do not remember what I am looking for, just that I am sad but I have no idea why.
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